October 6, 2010 Meeting

Discussion:

I was sick this past week… thanks for the grand announcement Kathryn 

The Plagues of Egypt. Canker Sores and Hemorrhoids. Cleared up now, but they came on and went away. Healing the root chakra. My throat was a mess. No canker sores for years. Root chakra stuff is big, big stuff. Interpretation of the hemorrhoids? It’s a lot of fear and holding in. “Anal retentive”. When we hold fear in, it manifests. A lot of stuff you didn’t want to release was manifested. Most hemorrhoids last 7-14 days. Yours went away sooner. It wasn’t the virus; it was the healing and the release.

I’ve been trying to clear allergies & sinuses. I don’t know if it’s healing, time of the year, or if I’m sick. How many are using a health benefit as your intention? Those are ok, but can be very tricky because they very seldom go to that first. If you want to get rid of allergies, they have to get rid of something else first. Allergies are a result of other things. Health is rarely used as my intention. I usually use more joy, happiness, etc. Sometimes there are more than allergies that would be benefitted. If you use the health issue, it may take longer to get to the health. You created those illnesses by other issues: anger, guilt, shame. We seldom create illness from joy, happiness, and love. If we get depressed & have a lot of stress, that is what causes the illnesses usually. Allergies can be a DNA connection. Could be past life. I need to simplify my intention? Probably. Something that gives you more of an emotional base change. I was thinking of working on physical ailments. You can do that, but it takes awhile.

I’ve been doing #1 this week & holding a crystal. When the 3rd one comes in, I can feel it vibrate all the way down. Using rose quartz and a white quartz. My cd player has been on low battery, I lay my crystals on it and it seems to be recharging it.

I’ve had a love fest. My intention is to return to source and experience love and intimacy. I’ve had a lot of experiences with that. I’ve had an awareness of direction. In the moment having a return to source.

I was out of town, I listened sporadically, and now I’m tired. Withdrawal. I’m just really tired. It takes a while for the body to get used to it again. The body gets a little tired when you start again.

I’ve been faithful with my tones, and I’m exhausted, can’t shut my mind off and I’m irritable. My dogs are very close to me. They come out when they hear it. When I turn on the tones they come out of nowhere. Irritability is healing. It makes sense that you have some irritability, rage or anger. The main thing is to let it out rather than holding it in. it’s better to let it come out: yelling, screaming whatever. We get that energy, want to do something and don’t know what. Don’t hold that frustration in.

Last Wednesday my husband said I was singing in my sleep, I switched tones and just like that it’s changed. Can it be that drastic? Yeah. Let it out. Don’t hold it in.

Any suggestions for shielding? Everything’s been helpful so far for me, but what about the other people in my home? It’s difficult not to absorb my husband’s stuff. Once you release, it’s gone. It’s not going into another person. It can’t. It’s gone and it’s healed and it’s gone into the universe. Your husband is experiencing his own issues. He needs to come here. You need to tell him what we say. If he doesn’t want to receive any of the tonal qualities, he can guard himself, but I don’t know of a way to help YOU get through HIS crap. When you go through counseling, if one doesn’t want it, it’s very hard on the other person. It may be the tones; it may be that he’s seeing change. Could be a hundred different things. Sometimes it’s difficult. If you have a relationship where one goes and does their thing, the other does their thing, we all have control issues. It’s about self validation. It’s always a challenge when there is resistance. Have him get rid of the rage. Have him do something in a positive way to get rid of the rage and anger.

I learned awhile ago to put a rose (or whatever object you choose), and I was able to listen, they were absorbed into the object, and then it’s done.

Volume is a personal preference.

I know that I am a lot calmer than I’ve been. I work from home, I’m isolated physically. I generally try to solve problems. It’s easy for me to go to victim and be defensive. Last week and especially this week it’s just not a big deal especially at work. Good for you. That’s cool to be calm. Helps to purge.

I’ve been downright bitchy. How’s that been working for you? I feel better. You’re getting stuff out you’ve been holding in. Those buttons don’t need pushed any more. I need to work on kinder gentler ways to take care of it. Sounds like you’re standing up for yourself. Bitch away. Get it all out. Usually I’m very sympathetic, but I told her to just get over it. Good for you. Let that out.

I have had more aha moments. Mostly work things. A-has are wonderful. If you’re getting a lot of them that’s great.

I learned to get past my irritability to take the day off and sleep all day. Good for you. It’s alright. Don’t feel obligated or guilty for calling in.

This week even the cats were acting up. I was told to go take a chill pill. My eye started hurting and burning again on Monday. I put the tones on my mp3 player, and the tones sound like they just skipped. I’ve re-ripped them several times. The CD is fine. Irritating. They may not like being ripped. I wouldn’t like it if they work on the computer, then you put them on an mp3 player, I wouldn’t use it. I’d go back to the computer. I go to sleep with it, it’ll start skipping but I sleep. You’ve got a weird thing going on. I wouldn’t listen if they’re skipping. That is not good for you. Even when you sleep when they do that you’ll wake up irritated, not get a good night’s sleep. I went in and put it on the Bose, and it was fine. NO RIPPING! No going to sleep when it’s skipping. If you are having trouble sporadically, clean the discs. They may be dirty. The player may need cleaned. I was going there next. Check the memory on your mp3 player. If they are low on memory, it may cause it to malfunction.

We have four channelers in our group. It would be fun for Chase to hear someone channel for a change.

Someone in the group wanted to know if the spirit that when Chase channels if the spirit splits. No, my spirit doesn’t split. When most people channel, the ego has to take a big break. That’s probably the biggest issue to learn. To let the ego take a break. Not be present. He meant when we pass on. He needs to keep reading. It’s different for each of us. I’d rather not delve into 3rd party conversations because often part of the message is lost. The only split I can think of is the ego taking a break and the spirit taking over.

Channeling

When Chase is healing, getting rid of something for us, he burps. He’s not just being impolite. 

We’re always grateful when people want to listen to what we have to say. Sometimes, it’s very deep information, sometimes it’s just fun. Last week we discussed the chakras in an exercise. Would anyone like to discuss what they felt?

1. My whole body was vibrating. More so when I went home. It stuck with you didn’t it? Yes.

2. Released a sharp/ strong energy to the solar plexus that lasted for a long time. Any emotion or just vibration? Great joy/ happiness. Euphoria.

Anyone else want to share? It’s ok. We already know, but we’d like you to open up.

3. When I was in the cone, I was aware of a lot of energy and very strong forces. Did you feel the energy? Did you feel them when they touched your hip? What was going on? I have no idea. Did you feel release? No. I was just surprised. When we surprisingly touch someone, sometimes they freeze up. You released from your root chakra. We gave them an extra boost.

4. you touched my heart chakra, but I don’t know that I felt release. I felt the energy. Did you feel that your heart opened up more? Not necessarily.

No one else felt anything?
5.  I felt a big rush of energy. That’s fine. We love hearing your voices and your contact.
6.  I had more energy. I wanted to talk more with spirit. I talked more to them. I think they know everything, so I don’t say a lot out loud, but I said it out loud.

That’s important. While the universe knows things, it’s not about what the universe knows. It’s about what you think you know and what you’re learning. Chase is quite communicative with us, and very clear when he is upset, grateful etc. we have a very open dialogue. We don’t tell him everything that he wants to know, but we have a fairly open dialogue.

Because you believe we know everything, things get skewed. In your life plan, you have a great deal of experiences to learn from. In each experience, you have choices. You have multiple choices in every experience you have. We may have an idea of which way you’re going based on your past history past and current lives, but it doesn’t mean that is what you’re going to do. Sometime s you surprise us. When we heal, and learn, we make different choices. Those are moments of self awareness, and may be a surprise to us. We will also watch. Your guardians will watch to see how consistent you are in those decision makings. When the process becomes too difficult, what is the habit? Does the behavior continue, or do you change the pattern? We look for consistency. Because you assume that we know what you’re going to do is a big mistake. We don’t. There are too many choices. We have percentages. You have a history with the universe. So many representations of choices. We can “bank” on you making a decision, when you surprise us, we look for consistency. If it happens over and over for a lifetime, we consider that part of your process which has been healed. If there is 50%, that’s not healing. 75% is almost healed. It’s got to be a long time 100% not getting caught up in process.

If you are assuming the universe knows, that is wrong. Look at your choices. Is it your ego or spirit making decisions? You enter this live as a free spirit. Not 100% human. The spirit takes the back seat as you progress through life and is reduced as you proceed through life and you measure yourself against your peers. Your spirit won’t grow until much later.

When we say spirit and spiritual, we’re not talking about religion. As a person grows, in their 20’s, let’s say, and they are looking at their faith base, and the ego starts picking that religion a part, that is NOT spirituality. That is the ego selecting a social motivated controlled society. Nothing to do with spirituality. When we say it takes many ears for spiritualness of an individual to come back, that’s what we’re talking about… not religion. When they become elderly or when they get close to death. You can impart wisdom on children, but you cannot teach them the depths. They are going to do their own thing. You may give advice, but the older you get, the less willing they are to give advice. They will give you history, but not so much advice. They know you’re going to do what you need to do. They return to their spiritual self. The in between years are loaded with humanistic ego and you are the only one that has it correct. And you know it. And your opinion is the only one that is right. You find this in the 20’s – 40’s. In the 50’s you start relaxing and allowing the body to give in to the process and you realize you don’t know as much. You’re not as caught up in proving yourself to the world. You may look at an elder who you knew when they were younger and see how they’ve changed so much.

When we make that choice, can we ask to help be consistent? You can invite anything. Being aware is the key. If you’re aware that you’re dealing w/ process, of course, ask. Ask what you need to do. Humans tend to pick things apart “but what if…” The chatter we hear is amazing. But that’s humans. We’re accustomed to it. We have filters for that. We certainly invite you to ask for guidance and help to keep you on a certain path. Be careful not to name the path. When you narrow it down to help us with the process, that’s fine, but when you leave it ambiguous, we let the universe figure it out for you. We’re going to make decisions for you because we’ve made decisions for others as well. If you need help w/ clarity w/ the process when it gets frustrating, we can show you in your body. The tense, the ego, the fear, the anger. We can help you see the signs. You try so hard, but it doesn’t work out. Watching you go through the processes is the lesson. We know how humans hate process. It’s not that much fun. Everything you do is a process. Every decision you make is a process. Everything you decide upon affects someone else. There are no “stand alones”. You can be a monk/ hermit in a cell, the energy will have an overflow affect on someone else. Every decision has an effect. Cause and effect.

It shifts the energy of the universe. When you have mass energies i.e. the Middle East, there’s so much destruction, that part of the world is so damaged, its stage 4 cancer. Not because of the Muslims or Christians or Jews, but because of the long term DNA energy that’s been pounded into the ground for thousands of years. The DNA is out of control. Will there be a fix? A destructive fix. There will never be a peaceful fix. There is no radiation for that part of the world. It’s one of the oldest parts of the world with so much trauma over and over. Centuries after centuries. It’s not always the same people or groups. There’ve been so many people, tribes, groups.

The second problematic area is Asia. Extremely old. Extremely bombarded with wars. i.e. the great wall of china. When it was built, it was a young society. The Middle East has trauma by different groups. The orient has trauma by the same group of people that have caused trauma to that part of the world. When you look for future destruction, it will come out of southern Asia first. It’s the oldest. That’s where you’re seeing the tsunamis, flooding, volcanoes. The next form of earthly trauma will be from water. Biblical things don’t agree with that, but it will be water. Presently it’s the fish, but it will be the water. Water pouring out.

The US has gotten into a great deal of trouble. It’s a very young vibration. Not a great deal of trauma on it with their energies and influence. North America as a whole is very healthy, but that does not mean they can avoid the other stuff because they are placing themselves in the middle of everything. No one likes the “top dog”. Everyone’s after the king of the hill. This country is in that type of situation. There is very little escape. It’s on a recycle period. It will be Asia’s turn again to be king of the mountain, and that’s when the trauma will take place. Of course it can change. Similar to your body. When you have trauma, and you get hurt over and over, you’re going to have problems in certain body parts. That’s where you want to start your healing. Most of you can figure that out pretty easily where you harbor things.

With the trauma that you’re talking about, how does that relate to the comment from last week? We’ll respond lightly. All of the planets are interconnected. If you think of the planets as property, and everything is bought sold or traded, it may give you a clue. Doesn’t tell you, but does it help you? That’s how it will be used as a pawn.